I got off work
I was hungry and went to McDonald’s… Now, I don’t really like eating there because the food isn’t all that to my taste, but it was actually not bad.
When I get home though, I’m definitely going to run my three miles. I’ve been eating like shit for the last 5 days lol
Whoa, when did they say that Naruto was ending in November?
What am I waiting for? I don’t know, maybe for a small ray of hope that things have some kind of solution…
I hate walking out of people’s lives because I grow so close to them. In the past I’ve had to walk away from two people that meant a lot to me. Sometimes I wish I hadn’t, but when I remember that things weren’t for either of mine or their interest I see that it was for the best.
But when it comes to the person that means everything to me I can’t bring myself to do it because I feel like I’m going to fall apart. And it’s my fault, I saw the signs, I was warned, but I was stubborn because I like making things work out my way. I had so many chances to make my wrongs right, but I never did because I was afraid of being wrong.
I can’t doubt myself now and keep on the same cycle that everyone else is in. I want to break it and make a difference because I don’t want someone’s past to follow me. I make my own life, and I refuse to follow another person’s steps. I rather go at the pace of my own drummer.
Love is not enough, my soul is too sick and too little and too late… I am alone, then again I always was…
I went out yesterday with my sister in law to eat dinner. We ended up going to Sushi Choo Choo. I had a good time, but at the same time while being there I couldn’t shake off some bad memories that the place brought despite me being there for the first time.
It makes me feel angry and frustrated, but I guess there’s a time for everything…